Love-and-chaos

Always a part of me. This goes out to all of you who I love and have loved and have had the pleasure and honor to be loved by, rather you're still in my life or not, I love you, I miss you, and I hope with all my heart and soul for the best for you. You know who you are, and your know who I'm talking about, I'm talking to you. Because I love you, because I care about you and because I miss you. You may not really be apart of my life anymore, but for all the love that we shared, I hope nothing but good things for you. I hope everyday that you are nothing but loved, cared for and treated like the amazing person that you are. That not a day g

“Hope” We have to hide our pain, so that the people we care about can be happy and feel less bad about themselves. The sadness and hurt within us, placed by those we thought we loved, cared for and thought we could trust, so easy it is for us to be hurt by them, when all we want us for someone to finally give us that one thing we've always wanted and always continue to try and find. We give them something so precious to us, "hope", hope for a future together, hope that we have finally found the one person we've been looking for since before we even knew what our eyes were for, we start off with so much hope and the more and more

You ever just sit there and think about all the things that has happened to you, all the people that have hurt you, and the memories both good and bad and wonder "what was the point of not all" every time you get something you lose it, every time you find happiness it dies, every time you find someone special they hurt you. Of all the paths we've walked down in our life, from the time we were young to right now. All the things we've done, the people we've met, the choices we've made. How many of those things were actually important, how many of those people you have little pieces of yourself actually gave some back, and how many of those choi